I'm a real girl

Love Comes Unexpectedly…..

maryrosalie — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 10:11:25 +0000

April 1, 2010
10:34 P.M.

Love Comes Unexpectedly…..

Love comes unexpectedly. It comes at the least expected time, from the least expected person, and through the least expected way. You’ll just be surprised by the sudden turn of events. It comes regardless of status, regardless of age, regardless of beliefs, regardless of other circumstances overall! It comes, may stay for a while, may stay for a long time, or may stay forever. May it stay or leave. May it bring laughters or tears. The important thing is, you’ve loved! You are human! You’re entitled to be crazy over love! No matter what your love story is at the moment, it is perfectly made just for you! So, savor it as long as it lasts. Maybe it will last for a lifetime. May love come, may love go. Just always open your heart to it then you’ll end up amazed by the magic it does! Embrace love, welcome love, and stay alive! For what is living without loving after all…..

11 Years Ago

maryrosalie — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 06:11:45 +0000

September 23, 2009

11:38 P.M.

11 Years Ago…..

11 years ago, I fell in love. I was only turning 16 then but it felt so real and it felt so right. 11 years ago, I was so happy for a day. So happy that I could still feel it right now! 11 years ago, exact date as now, I couldn’t sleep. I kept on thinking of him, savoring the moment we had that day. 11 years ago, in this very same room, I wished that hopefully it will be him and me. A wish that has never been granted up to this day. A wish that’s only in my mind and in my heart that God doesn’t hear. Because in reality, until now, I only long. I only hope. And I only wish. I often ask myself, “Would that only be my first and last time to fall in love? Won’t I ever experience to love again?” That’s my “11 years ago”. And all through these years, it’s only him. All through these years… Then they say that it pays to wait. But, if I’ve waited this long, can God give justice to my “11 years ago”?

Gossip Girl

maryrosalie — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 08:27:04 +0000

Gossip Girl: Hey, Upper East Siders. Gossip Girl here! Your one and only source into the scandalous lives of Manhattan’s Elite.

Gossip Girl: And who am I ? That’s one secret I’ll never tell … You know you love me. XOXO, Gossip Girl.

Bleeding Love

maryrosalie — Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:53:28 +0000

Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground found something true
And everyone’s looking round thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I’m going crazy
Maybe maybe

And it’s draining all of me
Though they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

And I keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love

Unwritten

maryrosalie — Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:49:48 +0000

I am unwritten, can’t read my mind, I’m undefined
I’m just beginning, the pen’s in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We’ve been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can’t live that way

Real Girl

maryrosalie — Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:32:03 +0000

If I had one chance to
Live my life again
I wouldn’t make no changes
Now or way back when

And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God knows

But I don’t wanna think about
What’s gonna come around for me
I’ll just take it day by day
‘Cause it’s the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I’m not
You get what you see, when you see what I’ve got
We live in the real world, I’m just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don’t need permission from nobody else
‘Cause this is the real world, I’m not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

And nothing’s ever perfect
There’s no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease
So I’ll just keep on going
The way I’ve gone so far
And maybe I’ll end up
Tryin’ to catch a fallin star

But I don’t wanna think about
What’s gonna come around for me
I’ll just take it day by day
‘Cause it’s the only way
To be the best that I can be

I never pretend to be something I’m not
You get what you see, when you see what I’ve got
We live in the real world, I’m just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don’t need permission from nobody else
‘Cause this is the real world, I’m not a little girl
I know exactly who I am

Baby this is who I am
Don’t need you to understand
‘Cause everything is right where it should be
And it won’t be long ’till you know about me,
‘Cause I don’t give a…
Even when I’m out of love
‘Cause everything’s just how it should be
And it won’t be long ’till you know about me

I never pretend to be something I’m not
You get what you see, when you see what I’ve got
We live in the real world, I’m just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand

And all I can do is be true to myself
I don’t need permission from nobody else
‘Cause this is the real world, I’m not a little girl
I know exactly who I am